What's Wrong with You??

What's that? What's that? What's that?

Everyone seems to be telling me their own version of the story. I'm also getting al kinds of differing advice.

I am confused. What's going on?

I don't seem to be able to trust anyone at all. Who is telling the truth?

Why am I trapped in this web of deceit? Who's playing who in this game?

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I am constantly reminded of the story of Job since 05/04/07. Can I still rejoice in the Lord when opportunities seem to be taken away?

Can I still shout at the top of our lungs "Blessed be Your name" when circumstances don't seem to go the way we expected?

I just can't say a firm YES to the questions above. I feel so lost and betrayed. The future seems so bleak. Is this part of the greater plan? Are there better things in store for me? What do all these mean?

I don't have an answer. I can only watch and wait.