What's Wrong with You??

It's funny how cock ups always tend to occur in clusters. And it's disheartening how it snowballs into a major screw up and you wonder what you could have done to prevent it.

Could I have prevented it? Logically I could have. How could I have missed it? Why didn't I ensure? Why didn't I double check? Triple check?

Was I being lazy? Was it coz I couldn't be bothered?

Am I being too hard on myself?

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I'm at the crossroads of my career. Will I be able to make the cut to proceed to stage 2, bearing more responsibility and getting a change in pay scale?

The uncertainty of it all baffles me. Only He has the answer for me...