DEFINE ...
Anhedonia is overtaking me. Is it age or am I growing numb to life?
Life has become so surreal that sometimes I feel that the conscious state overlaps with the subconscious state. Am I truly awake? Are the things that are happening around me real or are they just a fragment of my imagination?
I feel I'm letting life pass me by too easily. I am procrastinating too many things. So little time, so many things to do. And yet I'm letting time get the better of me.
Maybe God is telling me to rethink the reason for my existence, the true purpose of why I am who I am and why I am where I am...
Does the kind of work I do define who I am? Does my geneaology define who I am?
?
Life has become so surreal that sometimes I feel that the conscious state overlaps with the subconscious state. Am I truly awake? Are the things that are happening around me real or are they just a fragment of my imagination?
I feel I'm letting life pass me by too easily. I am procrastinating too many things. So little time, so many things to do. And yet I'm letting time get the better of me.
Maybe God is telling me to rethink the reason for my existence, the true purpose of why I am who I am and why I am where I am...
Does the kind of work I do define who I am? Does my geneaology define who I am?
?
